HEY!

Listen to this while you read and dont kill me ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M11SvDtPBhA

I read your most recent post and who ever your talking to must have been either a close friend or very cool headed.. haha its a good point though because i completly agree with you and the qoute sounds like something out of a fairytale.. I read your email too <3 check your email :) Oh and just letting you know today is right up there on my favorite days with azizam, i couldn't have pictured it any better, like if i were to dream up today, it would have been almost identical, except theres no way i could have pictured us doing what we did at target and then at my house. I can't wait to see the pictures Hanna took of us <3 I wish I could stay up all night talking to this screen knowing youll read it sometime tonight (i hope) and knowing i at one time tonight just sat here for like 20 minutes staring at this thinking about how much i like you and how no matter how much time i spend with you im always destroyed when you leave because i know i wont be seeing you for at least 8 hours, or 1 depending if i dream that night. I hope i do tonight because i miss you right now and thank god you sent me those pictures, i sure am curious who took them though :)haha try to guess who took mine! And another thing, I have never seen you look the way you did in my room in my arms tonight when you had your cozy little pajamas on. KILL ME because i can't bear to think about it anymore, my heart is going to have multiple fractures due to over cuteness!! Ouch now my eyes are starting to hurt from looking at this screen >:( but thats okay I'm almost done. I just want you to know that im wearing my footie pajamas while i wrote this and now and forever more ill think of you when i put them on or even see them.. Although, I'm always thinking about you and your smile and your face when you smile and how you are when your happy and your amazing cheeks and everything about you.. O yeah, remember when i said that I think perfection isnt perfect unless its formed by imperfection? well your perfect because of your small imperfections. I'm only going to name one and you are going to think is wierd but remember on Saturday waht you told me and i kindof freaked out at first and was really worried (still am) but ya i think it makes you soo perfect and beautiful. And real and you know what I like to see in womne and i see it in you and i am soooo tahnkful that you tdo certain things for like leaving your makeup off just so i can see your eyes even though you really didn't want to, but you did just for me. It makes me sooooooo attracted top you as if i wasn't already and i know your reading this like omgg joeee but baby im just writing what im thinking and you have probably figured that out by the way im writing.. I won't even read this over or spell check it, so try not to be freaked out by what i think or feel haha but i understand if you do.. Well there you go, that was another piece straight from my head and a couple parts straight from my heart. <3 Ill be txting you all night azizam.

Secret- I wanted to look sooo bad, but you asked me not to so I would never in a million years.. <3