Calling all Pooka's

Okay to start off i have to talk about the little things you do. I really like it when you call me pooka. Alot. And even though i might act embarrassed or have a strange reaction to when you say it around other people, i really do like it because it makes me feel special. btw I've been trying to come up with a good nickname for you but because your so complex its really difficult. But don't worry it will come eventually. Also when i was talking to your mom i kept thinking about how special you are and what your mom would think if she was inside my head.. I really like how its okay that i came with you to the doctors, because my parents would think it was weird if you came with me. Well depends on the circumstance. I could sense the tension between you and your mom when you said you were going alone. Shes pretty persistent though and im sure she caught on. I have a feeling she already knows what were doing or at least has an idea. anywhays, I'm laying here in bed thinking about you and how your doing. I wish i could tuck you into bed and give a good goodnight kiss. then crawl in next to you. Sometimes i get so excited because i get the feeling that im going to get to fall asleep with you some nights but then when i start thinking about it i realize that you have to go home. this is going to sound strange but im sure you could tell- im actually having fun helping you pick out your bikini top and bottoms. It really made me enjoy picking out clothes and i think next time i go shopping im going to do it online (better prices/selection)and put alot more effort into my outfits. I think we could have fun with that. I was looking around today for some boardshorts but i really couldnt find any i liked, so well have to walk through pacsun,jacks surf shop,that place at the district, or something along those lines and pick somthing out. sound kewl? balls i should probalby go to sleep sometime soon.. I could sit here and type about anything and everything that has to do with us forever. but yeah i had a really fun time laughing and being with you today. I keep seeing other "new" couples around school and stuff and i always get so happy because we have so much more than they do and we have all these secret inside jokes and were always laughing at random things. Just look how happy we are!! even when things dont go our way. This last week was problably one of our worst weeks--not in our relationship, more just in general.. not a very good week but we just danced right through it and look where we are now!! Its nice when things change. shoot okay i broke my own curfew :) i gots to go before i yell at myself :) goodnight azizam ill cya tommorow <3

secret--sometimes i feel mentally retarded(deservingly) when i say something and you blankly stare at me as if to say ill let you take it back but you only have a couple of seconds before I say something so hurry up and change it. :) its really funny